Tuesday, September 18, 2012

A day of mine....

Salam.....

Org tgk mungkin akan kata seronok nye jadi dia.... tp x sebenarnye..... yg terzahir x sama ngan realiti.... kalau dlu.... aku pilih utk stay rumah parents..... nmpk mcm perfect.... tp ble dah masuk beberapa tahun nie.... the decision made before seem falling apart into pieces everywhere.... nk kutip.... x tau dr mana nk mula.... nk biarkan.... nnt luka diri sendiri..... my life is everywhere.... its lost.... n I can't get through to it.... empty.... that's how I felt....

Sometimes.... rasa invisible.... org x nmpk.... no one seem concern about me.... its always about somebody else.... n all I can do is pretending to cater to other people's need.... aku.... mcm asyik tumpang org je.... mcm watak sampingan yg kalau x dek pn, x cacat cite tu.... hmm.... pathetic juge kalau difikirkan....

how can I continue living.....?
I wish I can turn back time.... only that its impossible....

;)

Sunday, September 16, 2012

my very first entry......

salam.....

nie my 1st experience tulis blog......
not to be fame or what  so ever.... just trying to catch my breath n expressing the inner me which i don't want anybody by me to know.....
or easier to say that i need a place to 'mengadu' things people near me might not understand about me.... bleh la nk kata aku nie pelik kot.... i guess sooo..... jgn tegejut kalau nnt aku ckp benda pelik2 ek...... or cite benda sedih ke.... ape ke...
so... tu dlu kot......
here's a photo I wanna share
comel kan....

c ya.....